Apr 8, 2019

hide and seek

Spend all my life with you on my mind,
The one I need to find, I’m an unlucky lover but I can’t explain why.
It’s like nobody’s right, it’s always the time
But I’d search to the end of the world if I can make you mine.
I close my eyes and count to ten,
And you can run and hide, you can run and hide.
And even if we’ve never met,
I can find your love, yeah, I will find your love
Till then we’re playing hide and seek
I’m running and running,
Running till I fall in suddenly
In love with you.
I’ve been waiting for you,
So come find me,
You’re the one that I want,
The one that I need,
So until then we’re playing hide and seek.
Where have you been all of my life?
You know I’ve been searching,
I’ve been searching day and night.
Why is my heart turning for you?
Cause this is more than the truth, more than the truth,
Yeah, this is me and you.
I close my eyes and count to ten,
And you can run and hide, you can run and hide.
And even if we’ve never met,
I can find your love, yeah, I will find your love
Till then we’re playing hide and seek
I’m running and running,
Running till I fall in suddenly
In love with you.
I’ve been waiting for you,
So come find me,
You’re the one that I want,
The one that I need,
So until then we’re playing hide and seek.
I’m searching for you,
I knew I love you before I met you, baby.
I’m searching for you,
And every day without you is driving me crazy.
I’m searching for you,
I knew I love you before I met you, baby.
I’m searching for you
Till then we’re playing hide and seek
I’m running and running,
Running till I fall in suddenly
In love with you.
I’ve been waiting for you,
So come find me,
You’re the one that I want,
The one that I need,
So until then we’re playing hide and seek.

Mar 30, 2019



almost 2 years.
memories slowly vanished
only pictures as company
as reminders what, who are once is there

miss you.
damn much

Mar 16, 2019



there is a day
when I looked back, I cry hard.
I failed. I'm a coward..
but there is no turning back,, right?

there is a day
I wished that we can get through those together without being far apart from each other
but then.   it just a wish that can't be done 

for now
I will keep moving forward even there is a time I stop. breathe. because too much to bear too much to return back.

hopefully, we can meet in a better place  time and situation.. just because.