almost 2 years.
memories slowly vanished
only pictures as company
as reminders what, who are once is there

miss you.
damn much

there is a day
when I looked back, I cry hard.
I failed. I'm a coward..
but there is no turning back,, right?

there is a day
I wished that we can get through those together without being far apart from each other
but then.   it just a wish that can't be done 

for now
I will keep moving forward even there is a time I stop. breathe. because too much to bear too much to return back.

hopefully, we can meet in a better place  time and situation.. just because.