Ramadhan ke 25.
Hampir 5 tahun Ma pergi.
2 years since pandemic.
And...
Now, getting headache to arrange the gathering of family... My very basic family which include pa, 4 brothers , 2 sisters, 2 SILs, 2 niece, 1 nephew and me.
"kak, mu la yang tolong uruskan, set kan masa nak buat makan-makan"
"kak, nak buat apa je makan-makan"
"kak, raya nanti nak makan apa?"
"kak, kita buat air Hijau, nasi minyak can ah"
"kak..."
"kak..."
And me having the list of menu for the entire week, rancang bagai nak rak, harapnya menjadi lah...
Tapi la ni isunya, abang aku yang dah kahwin semua dok suruh tanya sedama sendiri planning small circle family depa. Memang... Memang, buat aku pening.
Btw, lately missing Ma so much. Too much burden.. Like, the situation itself does not helping me to be at ease. Moga kata hati yang sejak 1 bulan lepas tak tenteram ni akan tenang bila sampai my nephew and niece from kedah.
And...
Tonight... Ada aura nak hujan. Sejuk lah sikit.
Annyeong yeorobun...
Selamat hari raya, maaf jika ada salah silap.
Have a bless Ramadhan, moga dilertemukan kita dengan lailatuQadha.